Open Question: Would seeing a local mistress to fulfill a foot fetish be soul damaging?

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My foot fetish is peaking right now, i'm going through too much and i'm too messed up and mentally unstable to attract girls. I need sexual relief asap and i can only do it with feet present.I talked to a psychiatrist about this, and he recommends i go ahead and do it and that the problems lays with me having guilty feelings surrounding the fetish. This is before he pumped me with bipolar medications of course. But it still really doesn't feel right, and i feel like i'm sexually muted from everything else if i don't do this. I'm pretty sure i'm not gay because i'm only attracted to girls, but i only want to play with their feet. So what am i supposed to do, especially short term?

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