Open Question: what should i do or just settle?

[feedcrawler]

first off im far from handsome im fat i do have self esteem i found the hottest girl who is like a dream we been together 3 months but slowly she has been showing me a freaky side new to me some things i dont mind others i feel like hard explain without someone flagging me what should i do i know its hard with out details she into foot fetish rimming i aint down with doin it to her i dont go south and she like giving me authumatims i dont want to lose her but i dont feel comfprtable im so confuse last night we was having intercourse she shove her finger i was mad but aint say nothing i didnt enjoy it but she did i love her just not here freakiness but im afraid she would leave me yet like i said im confuse help

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