Open Question: racist towards black people now feel differently?

[feedcrawler]

I am not a hardcore racist, just a little put off by black people. I have good black friends too. I mean, we sit we laugh, but there is always that awkwardness that I feel, but I try my utter best never to let them feel it. I was on a bus today, where a black woman sat down opposite me, I have never really found black people attractive because of you know what, but anyways, the bus moved on, and then there was something bothering her in her shoe, she took her shoe off, and tapped it, letting all the dirt fall out, then she rubbed her foot. I found her feet so attractive, literally one of the most attractive I have seen so far in my life. I kind of regret feeling that way towards black people now. Just after seeing her feet, it felt right for me to treat her and the rest of the black people on the planet, just like i treat everyone else, if not better. If this a permanent change? or has just one look of her feet changed my view as a whole? what do you think? Please note- I did not mean to offend any blacks. I do have a little foot fetish

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