Open Question: help with problem????????

[feedcrawler]

OK, so out of desperation for money, I joined an adult webcam site that specializes in fetish after a friend recommended it to me. I have been on there for about a month for maybe 5 hours total and only made like $30 commission(whatever the person spends on me I get 30% and the site gets the rest. Well, my friend found a guy who spends insane amounts of money for the people to torture themselves in certain ways on their feet...he is a super rich man and spends hundreds of thousands of dollars on the site a month. Well, he came in my room yesterday and said I had nice feet and would like to watch me twist and break my own toe and burn my feet with matches and he was willing to pay $16,000 for 15 minutes...so I would get little over $5,000. I told him I will think about it and to come back to me tonight at 3am. I am seriously thinking about doing this as the $5,000 is like 5 billion to me and my mom and the $5,000 will literally change our lives and give us a much better quality of life...at least for 6 months anyway... since me and my mom are on disability and that is 5 months income for us. I do have Medicare, so I will be able to go to the hospital/doctor to get treatment for my broken toes and burns to my foot. What I am asking is what would the pain be like from breaking my toes on purpose and burning my foot with matches? Is there anything I can do to possibly cause myself to experience less pain and damage to my foot? Possibly numb it somehow, soak it in ice beforehand? I have watched clips of other webcam performers do this but there was no sound and just showed from legs down...BTW it is guaranteed payment cause he pays the site and the site pays me, and he must pay first, so there is no way for me to be cheated...And the parent company is a very successful american media company.

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