Open Question: HELP MAJOR PERSONALITY PROBLEM?

[feedcrawler]

Help i am 16 year old male and i have developed a real hardcore fetishism, that goes right past your normal friendly ft fetish,because mine is really dirty.Before you get the wrong end of the stick and think im sick and weird, I REALLY don't want it. If anything i hate it so much.It has made me a complete weirdo to my knowledge at school, although i haven't told ANYBODY atall but somehow i get the idea all the girls in my year and the year bellow know i have it. It all started when i was 13 when i was perving on all the girls feet (i think i wasn't caught). when i turned 14 a realized that i had to stop and maby it would go awaysince around the end of 3rd year, 13/14 years of age (british school terms). I think i picked up tips they might know.# first off would be the lack of respect they have for me now.# in one lesson 1 girls puts her feet up on a chair so it faces my direction and i hear another girl laugh when she does it.# one time in assembly a girl sat in front of me faced her feet at me and smiled at her friend as a indication of what she did.# another case that was bad of me when i was around 13 was when i got caught looking at her feet and she called me a weirdo and shouted shoes, with her friend.you get the point etc.. i also had other boys i hate shout names about the fetish.Before it i was happy and popular but not now,some of it must be real, but some could be paranoia, ive not been the same since had it . Although it is the only thing that turns me i on i DONT know what to do , i feel like my life is fcked up (for the rest of secondary school anyway)is ther anyway i can regain my respect and be seen as normal to girls in my school again.

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