Open Question: I have a serious foot fetish?

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I am a male about 19 years old. And it started when i was in 6 grade. The time i spent in school was stressful. I was sometimes slapped by female teachers. And one time i was urged to sit on knees and then slapped lightly on face several times for misbehaving. She was very pretty and had nice clean feets. Nothing i think she did intentionally to make me a submissive nature but it happened. I dont know why my behaviour was becoming so rude at that times. And why i was so careless about myself. I felt shame to tell an insult of me to my parents. I also had not good friends there. All were very selfish and i was dumb. I was irritated by some bad boys also. Ofcourse nothing related to sex or genitalias, just beating me sometimes and i trying fight back. But i was weak. And it felt dependancy if telling or calling others for help ang going crying like a girl. So i suffered sometimes.Even the fucking Van driver has slapped me sometimes.. My parents however are very caring and never let me down and anything i tell to him he take immediate response. But i felt embarrased. It was ok till i was in four. I was also stubborn sometimes. Maybe the stress made me that. I dont know what all i am writing. Is it related or not. But anyways the point is i have a serious fetish for female feets.Clean fair tone feets of slim or normal woman. The shape of it. The curve. The colour. I like just to have those feets on my face.This feels so erotic and i cant just avoid it. I have never tried it but it becomes very difficult to not stare those pretty feets. They are all open and not covered like boobs or ass are covered.What should i do? I am muslim and i dont want to be submissive.I have not been gone into being trampled or licking but view such things as i cant control myself.

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