Open Question: I have self-esteem issues.. :(?

[feedcrawler]

So um. This is to an extent a penis size question. I'm 16 years old, 6 foot flat and I've got a 6.4 by 5.76 inch penis. Considering my age, I wouldn't consider it small but I have a constant need to have a big penis and I still feel insecure about my size. I know it's stupid. It's not even to please my girlfriend, I do that just fine, it's just the competitive guy complex and if I knew her ex was more hung than me, I wouldn't be able to get it up. But gladly, he's not. My girlfriend would tell me if it is, that's how she is and I love that. I asked if it was, how would she tell me. She said "I would say: Baby, I love you but his was a little bigger but it doesn't matter. You definitely please me". But ever since then, I've developed this fetish for her degrading me in bed. Telling me I'm small and pathetic and she's had way bigger. I actually asked her to say that in bed but she didn't want to because it was mean and not true and she knows I'm a sensitive guy, but eventually she agreed to degrade me. It made me feel small and hurt but I liked it at the same time. I loved it so much, but I hate the fact that I loved it. Something's wrong with me. How do I stop liking it?

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