Open Question: I have a fat fetish. I don't want it :( ?

[feedcrawler]

Hi! i'm 18 , and i've got a fat fetish i've got a girlfriend, same age as me, and we've been going out for 3 years. she is about a stone (14lbs) overweight. I only seem to like ladies who are chubby/a bit overweight. I'm not attracted at all by skinny/slim ones. i spose nothing wrong with that, but it gets worse......i like the whole idea of gaining weight. i know it's really bad and unhealthy, and i want to lose weight, but i'm a big lad because i seem to like it - i'm 6 foot, and i weigh 18 stone 7 lbs (259lbs). i know, that's really bad, but i got that big due to this weird fettish thing. i am fairly fit though... i can run 10 miles in 1 hour and a half, and play a bit of rugby. my girlfriend has given me hints that she wants to lose weight WITH me. I will and want to lose weight, but i'm worried i'll stop liking my girlfriend because of it . how can i get rid of this strange weird fettish though?

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