Open Question: Is it a "fetish" if i...?

[feedcrawler]

Well a month or two before summer i was kinda skinny. Maybe like 5'6" 120lbs, and i one day i decided i really wanted to gain weight. So i did, over summer i basically sat around and ate fast food and pizzas and crap like that all day, and as summer went on i was able to eat more and more, so i did, i've gained 40 to 60 pounds since then and I'm happier than i've ever been with myself! I love my body and the way it forms with my clothes (aka muffin top/spillage in front). Like a month and a half ago i was at a party and i was wearing skinny jeans and my belly came out of my shirt, i felt kind of proud so i left it out. No one really cared, i actually got a wink or two... Anyway, idk i really like it, i love the fat, i love eating my guts out every night, and i love the feeling of tight clothes (and a tight bikini...) idk i just think im so sexy with my new body, and i keep wanting to gain. I have a few stretch marks around my belly button, on the bottom of my belly, and on my love handles, and i actually could care less about them. i like it when people watch me eat a ton, i ALWAYS out eat anyone around me LOL. So is this what ppl consider a fetish? i herd it was but i'm not sure, mostly because i thot a fetish is what someone likes in a type of person like a foot fetish, a dude who likes a chicks feet alot. Dose it work the other way? like i like my chubbiness? Dont laugh please, this is kind of serious question

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