Resolved Question: i dont know my sexuality help please read it because i really need help?

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im a 15 year old boy i hot puberty since 7th grade im now 10th grade im from jordan so sorry if my spelling was errrghhhh lol i love feet but it's weird because i love men's feet not women's feet i never thought that i was gay because i didnt find men attractive in a sexual way gay porn gives me an erection but i cant get hard i feel like im watching a horror movie ! i just love feet everybody says that im gay because i love feet in a sexual way ! i dont act like a gay or talk like a gay (i love gays i dont hate them ) but i dont want to be one of them because i dont feel comfortable with dating or kissing a guy ! i have an emotional and romantic attraction to girls but not in a sexual way ! i dont masturbate to porn because i hate porn its disgusting i just love looking feet and masturbate i know its called feet fetish i also felt in love with a guy but the same thing happened i wasnt sexually attracted to him i didnt want to kiss him he hugged me and i didnt feel anything down there SORRY TO BUT DONT THINK IM A PERVERT BUT MY MOM KISSED ME ON MY BACK YESTERDAY IN THE MORNING AND GOT AN ERECTION MY DAD MASSAGES MY BACK I DONT FEEL ANYTHING i went to a doctor and i was diagnosed wit( hocd )fear of being gay im on faverin now it helped me i also dont like men's body or penis ! i love boobs and vigina but not in a sexual way im not attracted sexually to anyone but if my friends took there shoes off the shot happens i get ans erection really quickly ! when i masturbate i fantasize about being under feet i dont fantasize about kissing a guy or a girl so i dont know what i am i want to die im so depressed ! i labeled myself bisexual but i feel im hiding that im gay but im not gay just because i love feet im not gay ! help guys please tell me your opinion

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