Open Question: What does it mean when you have a desire to cut someone's toes off?

[feedcrawler]

I have been dating my girlfriend for about three years now and i love her. I have had a foot fetish for years, but over the past few months, i can think of nothing but cutting her toes off, one by one, starting with the pinky toe. i would never dream of hurting her, but recently, cutting her toes off has been an 3xtreme turn on and is the only way i can ejaculate when we have sex. could someone please help?

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