Open Question: How to control a demon spirit in myself?

[feedcrawler]

Now I had developed a female foot fetish, all my life, and now it is costing me at 25 years old. No one in my family do the m-word (mast**bat**g) So they don't deal with an evil spirit of Satan. So I am alone in fighting this. At night, I always think about cursing the Lord in my thoughts, just to see if I would go to Hell? The devil is trying to take over my mind. I became delusional because of this sin. So any help would be nice.God says to not send your seed into the fire to Molech. Why didn't I listen, and he comes after my seed every single day, and make me look down at my area. I just need to know that it is a sin to do it. I need to read God's word.

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