Open Question: How can i stop doing this? ?

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I dont. Know. Why but I have this weird fetish for feet. Its not just normal tho. I have it mostly for big fat, plus sized feet. To make. It worst I prefer that they look scaly dry, cracked, callusy. Basically ugly feet that look as if they've been neglected. It sux because my fetish doesn't put a gender on feet. The kind of feet I like arecsometimes one women. But mostly on fat men. I'm not gay bcuz I have a girlfriend. And I love her. She knows I have a fetish but not for ugly feet. Its making. Me feel weird bcuz the other day my step dad got off of work. He was sitting on the couch with his leg on the other couch (its an l shape) I sat near his feet and broke conversation. I asked him if he was tired he said. Hell yea I've been standing all day. I quickly offered him if he wanted me to take off his boots. (My dad is overweight so finds it hard to bend down ) he said oh can u? I did. At the same time I took of his socks. My dads feet are what I had in mind. I offered a foot massage at first he felt weird but I did it anyways. I just wanted to feel his callusy size 13 feet. Another thing is I was at the grocery store. Some big Hispanic man was inline. Behind me while I was changing my change into $$$ at the machine. He told me I had a lot of change. I told him I needed money for gas to get to school. Since I seen he was old fat and big I figured he had ugly feet. He asked me what I'm studying for. I lied and said massage therapy. He looked happy and reccomended were I can find work. Then he said i have a shop. I said no I just do private massages and said I only knew how to massage feet. I gave him my #. But then offered a free foot massage in the parking lot. He accepted. I rubbed his feet in his car and and felt as if I was in heaven. His feet were better than what I expected. I feel like my fetish is getting out of hand. I tried everything to get rid of it. Especially 3xtreme foreplay. With my gf. ( I love Boobs. There butts I hate.that I love feet

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