Open Question: How do you get a friend to accept your foot fetish if you are a Muslim?

[feedcrawler]

Hi, I am a 20 year old half Iraqi half Egyptian Muslim guy with a foot fetish. Here's the thing, I have a friend who is a girl(not to be confused with girlfriend as my religion forbids me from getting one due to the temptation of sex), who wears flip flops and I love her feet because she takes care of it and has sexy toenails. My foot fetish deals with being stepped on barefoot as well as her using my face as her footrest and using me as her footstool. I like her bare feet to be clean before even trampling me barefoot. The problem is that I am too shy to admit my foot fetish because of the fact that people view foot fetishists as freaks. I am also not into toe sucking, and licking the sole. I like to kiss the sole, and being stepped on barefoot that is all. I got this fetish from my sister when she was in grade 9 and I was in grade 6, and for every time she found me on the floor, she literally steps on me barefoot and makes it clean(we were playing back then). I am worried because I don't want to get a girlfriend because dating is haram in Islam and is also overrated. I just want her to be accepting of my fetish and step on me more often if she finds me laying down on the floor as well as using my face as her personal footrest and footstool. I also want my friend's mom and her sisters to step on me barefoot as well if they find me on the floor

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