Open Question: Why do I like to feel humilliated?

[feedcrawler]

And how can i fix it?Everytime I have trust in some girl, i automatically lose my dignity.I make them understand they are superior to meThere is a related issue.I have a foot fetish as well, so it speaks for itself.I have noticed that i always compliment girls' feet and i don't know why, i always convince them to let them kiss them, and i even have a friend that sends me pictures of her feet.Anyway, i also have noticed that, besides liking their feet, another big reason why I like to kiss them is that i enjoy the fact that i am at their feet, and i love their faces when they see the pathetic guy in the ground like a d0g.I have no dignity and i love it.How the hell can I fix this?

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