Open Question: Is it weird/bad that the first thing I look at when I see a girl is her toes?

[feedcrawler]

Toes and fingers, then her face. What can I say, I like a girl with sexy fingers and sexy toes. It's mostly about the length, if they're too short it's a huge turn off, and I like it when they're so long, that they stick past her toes a little, as long as they're not grossly long to the point she can't wear shoes, like those fetish pictures you see. I like them medium to long, but not short and not too long. Mostly though I am attracted to naturally long nails. I also get turned on by color. I am especially attracted to blue. In the word's of Tommy Lee's mom, "You can have the most beautiful girl in the world, but if she has messed up toes, she's no good." Like, even if the girl has an ugly face, but her nails are sexy, I get turned on and attracted to her. Is that bad/weird? I am afraid it might have an impact on relationships in the future, because I can find a girl I really like, and have a lot in common with, but if her nails are too short, I get turned off. It's like the final deciding point for a relationship, but sometimes even if she's just my friend, it turns me off. I know, that's not good for you, but what can I do? I didn't care so much when I was younger, but now I am worried that I might not be able to have a relationship because of it. I also think girls are starting to notice me looking at their feet, and they think it's weird. Sometimes they smile, but one time a girl asked me, "Do you like my shoes?" I just froze. I didn't think it was noticable, but I guess it is. I don't want it to go away, 'cuz it adds sexual pleassure, but if it's getting to the point that it's gonna determine whether I date and am attracted to a girl or not, I might have to do something about it. I even had a cute girl on a school trip who was trying to flirt with me, but I avoided her because of her nails. That's really the deal breaker for me. It just grosses me out. I feel that this is becoming too much, but IDK what to do. Maybe it's 'cuz I didn't know her. 'Cuz I heard if you know someone first and become attracted to them then you stop caring about looks, so I think it's mainly girls that I first see, that I have a problem with. IDK. Do you think this will have an effect on future relationships, or not? 'Cuz there are some girls where it bothers me a lot, but some not so much, or barely at all. Like I would still date them, maybe even marry if I liked them enough. So maybe it just has to do with the girl herself and not her nails. IDK anymore. Do you think if I got to know one well enough, and started to like her personality that I'd stop caring? I am so confused right now!

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