Open Question: I want to be turned on.. Sexual tension. horrible desires. Addiction? personal. please , assist.?

[feedcrawler]

I want, to be turned on. This is not a poem. lol The things that turn me on: Erotic stories girls telling me how they masturbate, and how good it feels touching my pussy through my pants, touching my hips.. caressing my sides, stroking my hair. cuddling , playful fighting.. Girls who are confident, and who are sure that they can turn you on.. Girls who are exotic looking.. Caribbean, indian, spanish girls. jeez' Im getting wet, but basically.. I get horny everytime i think of this.. i just want to be turned on... I love the feeling of masturbating. im into some weird porn though. (nothing absolutely disgusting) but a slight foot fetish, and naked girls humping kind of porn . (not tribbing) .. but grinding from behind.. such a turn on ,... Ahh I want to elaberate with these details with some friends of mine. but it's not normal to share sexual fantasies with them lol. it kills me inside, having to hold this in.. i just want to nut, and have someone hear me over the phone (one of my friends).. and be completely fine with it. basically a masturbating buddy. but anyways, my real question is.. how to ease all these sexual tensions and desires. (Im a lesbian female btw)

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