Open Question: Urgent help needed! My housemate may have discovered my crush and foot fetish...?

[feedcrawler]

I'll try keep it short, but i'm 23, and basically i seem to have a love for pretty female feet, but also have a thing where i like to see them crushing inanimate objects such as grapes, oranges, cereal, well food and the like basically.. I don't know what it is about it but it's just hardwired into me and i've had to live with it. I've kept it a huge secret as best i could, only telling 2 girlfriends, me ex and my current girlfriend. We explore it and i'm grateful that she indulges me and tries to satisfy me fetish. But basically, it comes to a point where i still watch videos of girls crushing things with their feet on youtube. I have an account on youtube and i can't remember when, but on borrowing my housemates computer today, i find i forgot to sign out of my youtube account last time, and i don't know how long ago i signed in!! Not being here all week till now suggests it's been like that a week!!!!!!!! My housemate is a regular youtuber too, so i'd actually classify him as stupid if he hasn't investigated what videos i watch- it in my opinion, seems like the logical nosey thing to do on someone else's youtube account!!! Just for things to look at!! But sorry for making this longer, but basically, i reckon he's seen all my crush videos, and it's not a thing im ashamed of around girlfriends, but my male friends and other girls, i'm not sure if i had planned to tell them, maybe ever, that i had a foot fetish and a crush fetish!! I have a few questions:Should i approach my housemate about this, as he would be a best mate of mine also and investigate if he knows about it or to the extent he knows about it?Is it freaky that i like to see pretty feet on a pretty girl crushing fun things?Since then i've found my housemate's girlfriend acting odd towards me, like asking me if i liked her new shoes and taking her shoes off and rubbing her feet, did she always do this and maybe i'm just paying attention to what i percieve to be her reaction to it, or is she teasing in a way too kiny way to get involved in!? What should i do in general!?!??!? If they don't know would anyone suggest that maybe it's time i did tell them seeing as there's been occasions where i've almost spilled the beans!?Can i have people's initial reaction about what you think about a man being satisfied on buying his girl a load of shoes whenever she wanted, massaing and kissing her feet, having her feet massage him, and her stepping on things to crush them? Don't bother being subtle, i just want to hear exactly what you think. I'll totally accept if you think it's disgusting or fun or nice or whatever.

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