I am a virgin(18) and my boyfriend(20) lost his virginity at 15. He has been trying to "expose me to the world of sexual things". At first I was like..this guy is a CREEP..but I don't know why or how but he has gotten me to become interested in sexual things--not sex yet, but I am willing to experiment with his "fantasies". I do realize that I am being used big time. I'm not stupid. But in a way I'm using him as well. I want to experiment. I want him to teach me things. K this is going to sound really corny but I don't want to be a "good girl" anymore. I want to and will keep my virginity, but I am curious at the same time.For example, he has a foot fetish and he wants to suck my toes..I am totally willing to let him do that because I am just interested in what it feels like. So, if he's willing and I'm willing what harm can it do?
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