Sorry if its long , I'm using my friends account to figure this out , okay so I'm 14 years old and I'm freaking out about the idea if I am a lesbian or not . I check out girls like " oh snap she has an ass " or " oh she has a pretty body " . Most of the time im comparing myself to them like i wish i had her eyes and that , find lesbian porn hot . And I'm kinda curious about you know like wanting to know what is like . But when ever I think of being with someone I think of a guy . Or when I see a sexy guy on tv I'm all like " damn baby I'd like to see you with that shirt off " . I always see myself with a dude . But I'm really scared right now . I started an all girls gym 2 weeks ago and this trainer looks like she's a lesbian and I don't know I'm always looking at her to see if she has a lesbian lover in the gym lol . There's also this other girl who's super sweet to me and it makes me wonder if she's into me? Not that I want to be with her , just wondering Is that weird ? When I think of it there's only one girl I want to try something with just to figure out what it's like and it's not like I'm into her I used to have a crush on her but that kind of crush like a role model like looking up to her I used to copy her style and things like that
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