Open Question: I footsied my cousin and I enjoyed it?

[feedcrawler]

Okay so I'm a 14-year old guy, my cousin's a 17 year old girl, and she lives in Turkey. I have a foot fetish, and when I was a little kid I had a crush on her, and then I didn't see her till now. I was visiting her this summer, and we were sitting at a table in the balcony, and she was wearing (see through) nylon socks, and I was drawn to her feet. I was barefoot, and I couldn't help myself so I started stroking her feet with my feet and smiled. Then she said in an amused manner "What are you doing to my foot?" and I kept doing it and then she said "You're gonna rip it." and I said "I'd wanna rip it." then she said to stop in a causal manner and I didn't but she said stop again in a more serious way and sounded kinda annoyed and so I stopped. I really enjoyed it, and before I did that, and after, I've felt like I may have a crush on her, because whenever she goes somewhere I want to follow and I whenever I talk to her I feel like its not enough and I really feel drawn to her. But it may be because I don't have any friends and so I have a subconscious need to attach myself to somebody. Anyway, people say that its gross to be attracted to your cousin so I feel like what I did maybe wrong.

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