Resolved Question: help me why do i love pain?

[feedcrawler]

is it normal for girls to like pain? I do. maybe because you're using the same sense (touch) as you do when you have sex? i just get really aroused off pain. like once this guy two years older than me got mad when I wouldn't by his crack. he pressed a knife up against my neck. eventually, he let me go, but the pain and fear was SO hot. I was also picking a fight with my ex to see if he would hit me. I was really disappointed when I found out he respected girls, including me. oh yeah and the only porn that gets me wet is when girls get spanked by a man and they cry. so obviously pain is linked to sex somehow, for me. is this normal? my first memory of enjoying pain is from when i was 6 from a spanking. but i also enjoy verbal abuse if it is from a man.

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