Open Question: I'm a freshman and I have a strange CBT and Foot Fetish. I'm so confused. Anyone help?

[feedcrawler]

Lemme start off by saying, that I have no idea why, but I have taken notice for the last 3 years, that I have a Ballbusting (CBT), and a Foot Fetish. Is this normal? I find myself looking at a girls feet in class, just trying to catch a glimpse of them. I also fantasize about girls kicking me in the balls, it really turns me on, and I don't know why... Is this normal, and how can I keep myself from constantly being distracted by this at school, and during my life. I am always looking down, and I just want to be able to stop. I can't though. Also, any advice on how to get a girl to kick you in the balls, without being suspicious? Do you think a girl would suspect a sexual thrill out of it? That's not something I want to go after. Feed the beast, or kill it. Either one.

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