Open Question: When I see myself on video I can't stand how I look?

[feedcrawler]

When I watch videos that people take of me I tend to look like an escaped mental patient serial killer, especially from the side. I have such a repugnant face on those type of videos. When I record myself talking to a webcam, and when I look at myself in the mirror I don't think I look all that bad, except for the sides of my face. However, even the sides of my face look better in the mirror than on video. If any of you saw the episode of True Life about the guy who has a foot fetish, I look IDENTICAL to him, and even I thought that the sides of his face looked really weird. People often say that I look like a different person from the side so it's not just some illusion caused by insecurity. Really? That's more attention I've gotten in years!

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