Open Question: Tired of being freak, how can I cope?

[feedcrawler]

I admit I have a foot fetish towards womens feet. I know this is creepy and have considered suicide because women hate men with a foot fetish. How can I cope with a foot fetish and women not liking creepy men like me? Sorry women if I am creepy and wish I wasn't attracted to female feet. Believe me, I don't want to be into feet because women find this creepy! How can I cope, it's like I don't belong in this world and will remain lonely for the rest of my life with a need for a female compainion who doesn't mind some creepy guy who finds feet sexy who will provide much needed companionship for me. It's not like there are women who would be willing to accept this creepy fetish - such women don't exist! What can I do? I'm lonely and wish I never found female feet attractive so women wouldn't find me creepy.

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