Open Question: Can someone explain this 'fetish'?

[feedcrawler]

I think I have a fetish. Like some guys have a foot fetish, but mine is different. The thing is, I'm only satisfied when gf swallows my c-u*m. And only when she wants to do it herself.Like it doesn't matter how amazing she thought the s*e-x was, if she didn't swallow me then I'm left unsatisfied. In-fact, I feel really bad for some reason.And this really suc*ks because not all the girls I've dated in the past have been too keen on swallowing. Some just don't like it, and think it's disgusting so I'm kind of left unfulfilled se*xu-ally.But now I really want to know why I feel like this. Is it because I'm too sensitive at her rejecting my c*u-m or something?Is there an explanation to this, if so, what is it?No rude answers please. This is a serious question. What book are you referring to?And I have 'snowballed' (kissed her afterwards), and I don't feel any different. Am I suppose to? K, I'll wait.. Wow.. that's a really weird website..

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