Open Question: how do i control my foot fetish?

[feedcrawler]

I'm 15 and i struggle with an urge to want to lick, suck, and smell girls feet. i cant really tell if i have it under control, i know how to control myself in front of a girl with nice feet, but when I'm at home, I'm usually on facebook, or listening to music, but i always have the temptation to go to youtube and look at girls feet. sometimes i cant control myself. i want to stop with this fetish. but its so hard doing it alone. i don't tell my family because I'm afraid of how they will look at me, i don't tell my friends because I'm afraid of what they will think or do to me. no one knows i have a foot fetish. but the temptation to just grab a girls feet a start licking, and smelling it. i think someday i might just give in. a couple months ago i meet the girl of my dreams, and everything was going great until she took off her shoes and socks. and my eyes were stuck on her beautiful feet. she said "that her feet were hurting." to my surprise her nails were painted light red, and she had the type of toes that i like most. i wanted to give in so badly. we trust each other with almost everything, but i don't want to tell her my foot fetish for fear of what she might think, or if she will think I'm weird and leave me. please can someone help me? i want to get rid of this fetish and just feel normal and not someone who loves to look at feet.

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