Open Question: Am i Normal? what's with this fetish?

[feedcrawler]

recently i heard about men wearing panties and other things so i tried on a pair of my dad's girlfriend's panties. i liked it a lot so i went over to my friends house and managed to steal some of her panties. i know im 100% straight but the other day i looked up hundreds off cross dressing vids on youtube which i liked im too yovng to be doing this stuff so what do i do i really have and fetish for this i mean i took my future step moms thongs, bras, boy shorts, but im really too yovng not even in high school yet but i love this stuff i wanna do it when im older but how will i get panties when im older and how do i make sure no one knows and please dont make fun every one has a fetish some for feet, Asians ....oh and what do i tell my friend that i took the panties from she knows i took them and she was me wearing the ones from my future step mom when i bent overshes a honest good friend and wont tell anyone but what do i tell her

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