Open Question: How do I control my fetish for my ex's feet?

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Okay this sounds wierd I know, but its more to this than meets the eye. My ex and I live together and we are not romantically involved. She currently sees someone else and I see a few different women perodically. My ex has some of the most beautiful feet I have ever seen, and she knows I have a thing for her feet. I often wonder if she intentionally walks around barefoot to see if I react. What does that mean... do I stair will I walk up and start messaging them if she is sitting down, or what? An example of the intensity of this fetish would be the other night I was helping her clean up one of her apartments and she took off her shoes and socks. She began walking around (dirty floor) climbing on chairs and all kind of stuff.Sounds wierd, but it was the sexiest thing, at one point we were trying to mask a hole I patched in the bathroom she and I were stooping next to the toilet and I had one hand holding a box to create and outline and my other hand on the floor. My hand was partially under the balls of her feet as she squatted on her toes. The warmth of her feet gave me a serious erection , to the point when I stood up it was obvious even through my baggy pants and oversized shirt. Then later she was on her knees cleaning something on the floor and her dirty feet were peds up in my face. Another incident I was sitting in her room and she began pulling out some open toe shoes she was thinking about getting rid of. She began trying them on and pointing her toes and flexing her calves. It was torture! She also does things like pulling her feet from other the covers and say something like my feet hurt, and my dumb ass will rub them with out hesitation. While she pretends to have no romantic interest in me, she constantly says and does things that are arousing and confusing. So, the question is would a woman do this just because she wants attention or to amuse herself?

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