Open Question: Do I have OCD? My psychologist kind of agreed too.?

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Well I am a guy and I have to say, for the last year I have been pretty obsessive about things, and it caused my a lot of anxiety. Like I was afraid that everybody who just looked at me on the street wanted to beat me down, wanted me dead, disliked me. And they were just people looking. Second, I had what is called "relationship OCD". I am in a relationship with this girl I really love, I fought that OCD for her, there were just thoughts that said to me "maybe she is not the one for you", and the thoughts caused me anxiety. Anyway, I love her. Then I had what is called "homosexuality OCD". I was afraid of becoming a homosexual just because I found out my father is bisexual, but I have never been, am not attracted to guys, only get turned on by girls, even have a foot fetish for them, and guess what : I WANT TO MARRY MY GIRLFRIEND. And those thoughts caused me anxiety. I tried to watch gay porn to see if I liked it, and I DID NOT. I then watched lesbian porn and it turned me on. Then I had stupid ocd thoughts, minor ones, major ones, but I realised that if I try to focus on other things they go away. So, do you think this is OCD?Oh, I forgot to tell, about the relationship ocd, I used to do tests online to see if I love my girlfriend. LOL, I know I love her, I was just taking tests, I was obsessed. I even cried at nights and felt so worthless when I had these anxiety thoughs.oh and I took ocd tests on special sites, and answered yes to many questions, and i really think it is ocd. what do others think, especially people who got diagnosed with it?Oh and sometimes I feel guilty in my relationship for things I shouldn't feel guilty!And sometimes I have obsessions like : "If I don't do X, then Y will happen."

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