Open Question: I'm so depressed I hate everything?

[feedcrawler]

I hate my life. School is the worst for me, especially since I failed I can't get in touch with my friends. I have the worst life ever. I think I'm a freak for having a foot fetish. I just hate my life, I'm like the loneliest 13 year old I'm just so sad right now. I'm just so lonely. I don't have very much friends. Sometimes I just want to rip my penis off, why me why me, I never asked for this fetish I wanted to be normal. Well my question is really for suggestions T_T It's just so hard. I do the same things everyday. And I don't have any mates D:

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