Open Question: Me and My Brother- MY BROTHER HATES ME?

[feedcrawler]

Well here is the story of me and my brother Well after my mom and dad got a divorce and went there own ways me and my brother moved with her. She is a good mom but has her one down fall her temper. That's said lets talk about my brother he is 16 and i am 20 now yeah i am a man but i still play an active role in my families life. Anyway for the past 10 years of my life my little brother has taken advantage of me and my kindness. He say hurtful things to me like he hates me or he will eat all the food in the house and hide the rappers in my room and steal my clothing. All my life i have put up with his shit and i am sick of it. My mom has short temper and believes anything that comes out of his mouth like it is the Gospel. So i have always gotten the short end of the stick when it came to getting love and apparition from my mother. And i have tried everything. The one thing that made me know that my brother hates me was when i was in middle school, at the time and still today i have a foot fetish and i wasn't to keen on letting people know about it. Well through 6th- and 7th grade it went by pretty smoothly until half way through my 8th grade year. I was not he most popular guy in our school but everyone liked me i was friends with everyone people thought i was really cool that is until my brother told a couple of girls my secret which in turn they told everyone they knew which was everyone at school. I went to school the next day feeling alienated and then i had every girl guy in the school start to laugh at me. That day people attempted to beat me up throw food and stones at me and on top of that all my friends left me the kids i grew up with and known my whole life resented me. I went home that day in tears and demanded to know how they found out my brother with a smirk laughed and said i told them. I immediately punched him in the face and my mom came over and pushed me down and ask why i did that. I told her what happened and she looked at me and ask what she wants me to do about it. I ask for justice have him punished have privileges taken away from him and let him pay for the humiliation and emotional scarring she said no that he did not do anything wrong and that i am to be grounded for a month for laying a hand on him and for defending myself at school by sending three boy the jumped me to the hospital. That night i slit my wrist and tried to kill myself cause my mom didn't care and loved my brother more then me. Everyone tells her she treats us differently her mother told her friends told her my father told her but she refuses to listen. Well after middle school i transferred to a private high school had to go through 3 yrs of thereby and anger management for my hulk syndrom things went back to normal but my brothers constant lack of respect and love and lying continue and continues today i have had all that i can possiblly take of it. please tell me what you think of my story............... thank you for your time

More...