Open Question: i dont know how to deal with these friends?

[feedcrawler]

im not very good at explaining things so bare with me. not long ago i fell out with my friends because apperently i grassed on them that they some of them do drugs (weed), i didnt tell off them, they do weed, but i would never tell off my friends. then i became friends with them again, not long ago, since ive started being friends with them they have been saying jokes about me that, i have a foot fetish and that i like to lick feet, but i keep telling them that i dont like feet i hate it, but they still carry on. if their dont stop doing these jokes to the fact that i tell them not to, shows that they might not be my real friends, i dont know. in school, i seemto be the easy target not just for people in my year and the same age, its younger kids aswell in year 7 and 8. im not a woos and people know that if they start on me i will stick up for myself. they also call me big ears for a joke, and i know i dont have big ears, my grandad once told me that they could be jealous of me because im good looking (not boasting) im just telling you what he said. i feel that everytime i start to be happy and confident they try and get me down, so that im miserable and sad etc. and my keyworker has not bothered with me lately she has been saying how bad i am, when i know im not a bad person, she doesnt even say by to me when she went past me in the car, but she said by to Ashley, my so called friends. in class they sit their and do jokes about me liking feet, which i said i dont then it embarreses me. i got a bit tipsy last week, and when i was walking home with Kyler i was crying a bit, telling him how i feel about my mum not bothering with me, and that she got rid of me in that, but he has just thrown it back in my face and just ignored that, also at lunch time they ignore me when i talk to them which is really rude and embarresing please help !!!!!!!!!!!

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