Open Question: Deciding if I should pee my bed?

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I am quite ashamed to ask this because its not normal. But I am accually planning on relieving myself in bed. Sense I was a yovng girl around the age of 10 , I have been deliberately peeing pants and stuff when I was alone and kept it secret. It was never a fetish type thing back then although I did think of it as sort of sexual even when I was yovng. But it mainly or at least I think it was mainly for relieving stress. It came and went over the years I am still in highschool and sometimes I still wet myself on purpose never in my bedroom , always standing in the sh0wer or bathtub or sit on the toilet without pulling down my pants and just peeing threw them. I have wet jeans , shorts , panties all sorts of stuff. So you can see how this may sound but I am very clean believe it or not. , and Im also a good looking girl, but with a abnormal problem or fetish I would guess. So I have been getting a little urge to do something naughty and wet my unprotected bed on purpose for the first time in my life! I accually almost did it last morning lying there with butterflys in my belly. Trying to pee but I sort of got cold feet and stoped. Its kind of nerve wrecking but thrilling. Sense then I got a little more prepared and decide to think it over and plan ahead. Over the next couple days being out of school I have over 6 hours each morning completely to myself. So I am very likely to pee in bed once or maybe twice depending on how it goes. What precautions or items should I buy to minimize lasting stains or smell. Right after I am done I currently thinking of putting all the cloths in the wash immediately spraying the mattress with some scent , drying it off with a towel then flipping it over. Has anyone accidentally wet there bed here? How badly did it smell etc? I have never had an accident old enough to remember. I am worried about this but its going to be fun. I will make sure I really have to go before I do it so its not going to be a small wetting. Even now I can feel some butterfly's thinking about it. Before you say it I will say it first. Its dirty , crazy and stupid. But I don't know why but its my fetish. So if you can think of any thing I should do before or after to help with the aftermath let me know. Thanks. I was mainly looking for ways to help clean up the mattress. Not avoid wetting it. I fully intent to pee the entire bed with a very full bladder mattress , sheets , blanket and all. I don't want to prevent the mattress from getting wet. Its less naughty and thrilling that way. Sense I can only do this activity maybe once or twice a year I may as well do it properly. Half the thrill comes from peeing in bed and half the thrill comes form knowing the fact that the beds mattress is getting soaked. I am accually sexually charged just thinking about it. I think I will do tomorrow probably. But I will probably take some of your advice. I read all six current answers and some of you had helpful answers. I may use a rubber sheet in the future or something but for now I want the mattress to get peed on. I am accually happy you took me seriously because this is not a joke. Thank. I may in the future wet a couple days in a row right before I buy a new bed. Then it does not matter. "Juano19" Quote : Once you come to your senses, you can deflate it and put it away. Funny. Lets hope I come to them soon! lol I am weird I guess.

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