Open Question: Everyone at my school hates me.?

[feedcrawler]

This is long, So bare with me. This isn't some bullshit drama prep person writeing this because hes mad. Honestly ALOT of people do not like me, And it is really for stupid reasons, mostly rumous. I have a very light touch of autism that makes me a bit Socially awkward, and i just recently found this out. (I take sh0wers daily and my teeth are okay so its nothing like that). Sometimes i feel like its just not fair. i try to fit in and be a decent person but god its so hard at my school. My school was built just this year around a pretty rich nabhorhood.. This also happens to draw from my part of town which is a bit more poor. More then half of the people that go to my school are judgemental and talking about other people is almost like a pasttime for them. I think they love to pick me as a target because in a way, im your avg dude, but also im not. I listen to really heavy music (Deathcore, metalcore) I skate and wear skinny jeans, i have a foot fetish which alot of people know about, and i smoke weed and im an atheist. Going to a school with 90% christians, you can see where i might get some problems. I've had girlfriends before and i've had sex, but as of last year, people are just hating on me from stuff they've heard from other people, most of this is not true, or alterderd truth. Its just not fair. I try my hardest for people to like me, but i only have a select group of friends. Whenever i make new friends, its only a matter of time before they find out people don't like me, and so they stop talking to me aswell. Its almost like im stuck in a social bubble, unable to escape. So far, i've just kept this mindset: I. DONT. CARE. But thats not working anymore. I hate to admit it but i do care what people think about me. i can't take it anymore. And on top of this my dad has terrible cancer and is expected to die next week. I hate to complain, but i just needed to get this out. What can i do to make people like me? I've tried everything. The hatred for me is built soley off rumors.

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