Open Question: Husband watches porn even after I told him how I felt?

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Im yovng and attractive...I pleasure him ALLL the time whenever he wants everyday. But everytime I go anywhere for a LITTLE bit hes on the computer looking up porn, foot fetishes and what not. He tries to delete them but always forgets something and it will come up in the search engine or w/e. When I caught him the first time I told him how I felt. I feel that when you are living with someone and love someone you shouldnt need to look at another woman to get off, he hates the thought of me checking out other guys on the street ( which I dont) so why should he be getting off on chicks on the internet. Thats why I think that when your in love you shouldnt have to be looking at other women or men. It makes me feel pretty insecure because obviously my body isnt good enough if he has to look at someone elses. And If were not having sex than Im pleasuring him but never will he do that to me.. Its ALWAYS him. When I told him how I felt the first time he said he understood and "felt" really bad and said he wouldnt do it again. But of course he does anyway just trying to be even more sneaky. This last time I confronted him I told him briefly again how I felt and he just got mad and left. But if he loves me and I dont like him watching porn shouldnt he respect that?? And I know that some people allow it in relationships and some dont.. Guys dont need porn, society thinks they do. Why would a guy need it if hes with a women in the same house? If he gets soo pissed when he THINKS Im looking at another guy than why is it okay for him to jerk off to another women??? Oh and than he also says that he DOES NOT check out other women. WTF???? And please dont say why dont you watch it with him... he doesnt want to watch it with me and I dont want porn to be the 3rd wheel of our relationship, and hes already agreed but keeps doing it anyway. Please help... Is he addicted? Is this why he cant stop when I tell him how I feel or is he just a dick?? Or what? I would just like to be respected and know that I make him happy and not another women. Its not a normal thing to watch porn... I understand that if your single or not living together but if Im here why should he need it? And if he needs something to listen to than he can listen to me when he f***ing me. And answer to your question no I dont care about a mans big chest.. and I dont dream about it either ok. No lie. Maybe Im just one of a kind than, that doesnt need to look at other people when in love. And Jacob you sound like a dick why should I respect him to watch porn? Shouldnt it be a mutual agreement?? Hes already told me he understood than why should I let him do it?? He should care that it bothers me shouldnt he? Maybe I need more women to answer this one??

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