Open Question: I have thought and thought, but I need someone else's opinion.?

[feedcrawler]

I am a 17 year old male who came out of the closet about a year ago. I have been trying to find a boyfriend for a while now. I even had a crush on a boy for a while until me and him had a falling out. But, recently, I have begun to debate whether I am really gay or not. I think I may be Asexual since I rarely get attracted "sexually" from either gender. (I have a foot fetish, so If I am attracted to anything, it's a boy's foot. I really don't get that much of a reaction from the upper body area or "penis" area very often.) but i've asked my friends and they say that i'm thinking too much. I have no idea what I am. So, I ask: Am I really attracted to men and just in an "I'm not ready for a relationship" state? Or am I just a horny sucker who isn't ready for girls yet? (I hope that I am gay, though. I really find no interest in girls.) I am well aware that this somthing tt I have to find out on my own, I just need a bit of help.Anyone against this sort of thing doesn't need to answer.Oh, one last detail. My father has had suspiscions about me for a while, and he is super religious. If I ask him about it, I will get kicked out of my house. I brought a friend of mine over who was gay once. We just wanted to watch a movie. But, my father got mad at me and now he has his suspicions about me. That's why I cannot ask any of my family members. They are all Catholic to the BONE.

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