Open Question: bicurious male needs advice...?

[feedcrawler]

i'm a 19/m/ny and have been bi curious for a little over a year now...i watch gay porn once in a while when im in the mood for it and i acted on it once and went to a gay club in nyc but i didnt go through with anything i got cold feet after i hooked up with a guy and left the club...anyways i obviously have sexual urges to experiment but after im done experimenting i feel terrible about myself as if it wasnt worth it and it was just some sick twisted fetish i had...i dont know what to do because my urges are getting stronger but i feel that this makes me weaker if i act on it...im trying to get my life together and im not sure this is what i need right now...if i act on it and im wrong i may regret it for the rest of my life...on the other hand even if i wanted to go through with something im not too sure where to even meet guys at i mean sure theres the club but im more down low...any advice? what am i to do?...

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