Open Question: Girls, i have a fetish of begging pretty girls? do you lose your respect for a guy who begs you?

[feedcrawler]

i get pleasure when i beg a pretty girl for her forgiveness. the fact that she has that power to forgive me or not forgive me turns me on. there have been times that i made a mistake deliberately, like lying to my gf, just so i could beg her for forgiveness. i even groveled and kissed her feet, while crying and pleading. i don't like this situation because girls lose their respect for me and it has damaged a lot of my relationships. please help me, what should i do to avoid it? i'm begging you

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