Open Question: wills she break up with me over that?

[feedcrawler]

Okay so, I have been recently aware that I have developed a foot fetish, I am EXTREMELY insecure about and at times, I hate myself for having this attraction- but when it came to my girlfriend (we have been going out for 1 1/2 year) I felt comfortable around her, and just last night I came put the proverbial closet about my foot fetish. Trying to be subtle we were talking about her legs in stockings, and I simply said "feet look kinda nice in stockings, huh?" she went quiet.... I instantly backed up saying "if you don't mind me saying" I tried to redeem myself by saying that I wouldn't mention or touch her feet if she didn't like it, but then she told me that it was weird and kinda stupid saying "there are more sexual part of the body to be attracted to" I then tried explaining that I couldn't help it, in any way. No matter how much I tried to explain that I'm not some neurotic pervert who goes around sniffing or kissing random women's feet, she just told me she was going to bed, and just ignored me... I'm just so frustrated at myself, since I'm madly in love with this girl, she makes me happy and upsetting her or creeping her out is the last thing I wanted, I don't want to lose her over this, and I just want her to accept me for who I am... But I'm terrified it's far too late and the damage can't be repaired. Ps- sorry for the essay, just trying to explain the situationthe conversation itself was over Facebook, should or shouldnt I have told her? I just thought she'd understand. And also I appreciate her feet as well as any other part of her, but alas I am left feeling like I have slaughtered 1000 people with my bare hands, just the thought of this situation tears me apart

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