Open Question: Masturbation question? I WARN YOU THIS IS WEIRD?

[feedcrawler]

This is hard and even awkward to explain so please don't call me a freak or anything. Ever since I was 7 I have had a tickling fetish, and for the last few years I have been going online watching tickling feet videos, sort of like porn and everyday I secretly wear headphones and watch people get tickle tortured. Okay this is the weird part. When I watch the videos I masturbate and after awhile my vagina gets really tingly and I can't explain it but it feels amazing and then if I masturbate after it, it will be uncomfortable. WHAT IS THIS AND DON'T TELL ME I AM ****** UP BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW

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