Open Question: Whats wrong with me?

[feedcrawler]

Plzz help me! It's sooo annoying and right now Im mad at myself. Now yesterday at night I felt this amazing energy. So then I got an erection and felt like masturbating to sexy vids. So last night I tried to masturbate to this video. The beginning a girl had a sexy arch. The rest of it is not interesting. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=js5Xm...eature=related So I went upstairs to think about it while I masturbate. Then the ejaculation came. So I decided to just chill in bed with my penis hanging out. I had my eyes closed. So I just wanted to rest. So then my dad came in the house and so the video. He read the title it said "no underwear!" But I wasn't aware that he came back from work and went in the house. So he found me in my room lying on the bed with my penis hanging out with the towel full of semen right next to me. He yelled out my name and called me crazy boy. He asked me why am I looking at an x rated movie? So I told him that's not an x rated movie. He said yes it is I seen the title "no underwear!" with girls nude. I tried to tell him tat was an advertisement but he didn't take it. So he gave me a warning. "If I find you on that site again you will be off the computer if not supervised". Listen I know, Im only 14. But Im thinking this is all a misunderstanding. But at random days(often on the weekend) I get an intense erection which makes me wanna look at girls ass shakin vids on youtube or ass cracks and more.Or look at foot fetish videos. Then masturbate to it. What's wrong with me Im sooo mad!!! Is there anyway to stop this or something? While i was upstairs i left the computer on with the video still there but paused. That's how he found out. He don't know much about youtube. He just found the title which probably mad him thought it was a porn site. I really need to watch my spelling. made* him saw* the video

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