[tyler]

I've been single for way too long it seems. Most of the girlfriends I've had, I never really let them know about my foot fetish, I guess because I was too scared it would make them think I was a freak and then potentially leave me.

And even after I learned a bit of how to deal with my own emotional inner battles with respect to how women would think of me, I still think I had some residuals when it comes to certain women. Like there was this one girl I met (1.5 yrs ago) when I travelled back home to Georgia for my high school 10 yr reunion. She was a few classes below me, but we hooked up and I felt like she was real conservative and old fashion so I did not pour the foot stuff on real thick

The most I did to her was rub them on rare occassion when we were kissing or dipping our feet in my friends jacussi. It took her a few episodes but she eventually asked if I liked feet, a day or two later and I said yes. But I did not let her know exactly how much cuz I didn't want her to freak out. A day later we went to a hotel and she was giving me a HJ while facing me with her feet right up in front of me and I have to say that her feet being right there was keeping me so hard.

I really wanted to grab them and start licking them or start rubbing them on my dick, but I thought she woulda got freaked out, so I let her keep giving me a HJ til she gave up.

From the start, it was her soles flip flopping in her sandals that made me like her feet from the get go. I 1st noticed her feet when I was drvnk and she drove me to a grocery store after the club so we could pick up some party food for my friends house after the club. I was initially walking behind her into the grocery store and that is when the flip flop visuals came hard hitting into my mind. This girl had really nice calves too from being a horse rider.

To this day she references a moment where she caught me checking her out in the grocery store when we 1st got to know each other and I'm really hoping she wasn't looking in some mirror during one of the times I was checking out her feet really hard while she was facing away from me while I was drvnk.

I wish I had more time to maintain girlfriends nowadays, but I know the day will eventually come again and I will be able to employ some lessons learned.

Post edited by: tyler, at: 2006/03/02 08:35