Open Question: Should I feel ashamed of my self, proud or unique or what?

[feedcrawler]

I was walking down the street and I seen a long white dirty sock. I went red coz I've always had a secret foot fetish. I felt like picking it up as I could not stop imagening it was some mans who'd threw it as it was a male sock. I was scared incase anyone looked. I just thought oh well its a street with hardly any people so I ended up picking it up quick and smelled it and felt amazing. I put it in my pocket and ran straight home. I was so tempted to use it as a condom while WA**ing so I just did it and sniffed it none stop as it was on my d**k. The smell was of strong sweat which I loved. It fealt so good. I came to the end and felt so ashamed and dirty doing that with a random dirty sock. Should I feel ashamed, pround, unique or normal ?

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