Open Question: Sexuality, fetish, masturbation?

[feedcrawler]

Hey so I have alittle awkward confusing question: I've been religious since I was very little. I am a true believer and I absolutely am a true believer that I know God exists. But anyway, I have a sexuality question. For about 2 years, I have been attracted to feet, like I have a foot fetish. I am attracted to male and female feet. I masturbate to foot fetish videos and things. But lately, I have gotten into pornography. And it has been leisbian and gay sex. But I feel great before it and have been a great feeling before and during masturbation. But after I masturbate, and meaning ejaculation, I feel disgusted and like I just commuted a horrible sin. I'm sure the pornography is a sin, but what about the foot fetish videos? And would God still love me if I wasn't straight (I'm thinking that I am Bi sexual)? I mean, it says in the bible being gay is a sin. But I'm just wondering if he would still love me. He created me the way he wished, but did he want me to live a sin? Is masturbation itself a sin or just the way I do it? Please, no hurtful comments

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