Open Question: What sexual fetish do I have?

[feedcrawler]

Okay, I know this is a really weird question but I really can't find it anywhere else. I am 17 yr old girl and my boyfriend and I have been exploring our sexuality together. And I've come to realize that i like something that might be a little weird and I've been trying to figure out what this fetish is called. So let me explain myself. I really like to be embraced. I like hugs, spooning, and closeness. But that's not all. I take that one step further (or maybe a few more steps further) and I like to be so close that, I like it when my boyfriend lays on top of me and crushes me under his body weight. Lol, i know it sounds weird. But i really like to be crushed his body weight. I like the feeling of him on top of me, i like the closeness, i like not being able to breath, and i like feeling like i can't move. But we can only do this for 10 - 15 seconds, because I can't hold my breath for that long. Plus I'm really small. I'm only 5'2 and he's 6 foot. He's very muscular. So he is much bigger than I am, and i think it would probably be dangerous if we did it any longer than 10-15 seconds. So we keep it short. But does any one know what this is called? I googled it and the fetish "crushing" came up, which is where some one who is turned on by crushing fruits. Lol. I also saw some fetish called "squashing" which is where an obese woman will sit on a skinny man. But that's not what i like. Maybe what i like is a form of squashing, but in reverse. But i'm not attracted to obese men. I don't know. That's why I'm asking all of you. So does any one know what my fetish is called? Thanks Reddd! But I know what BDSM is and I definitely am into that. But I've know that about my self for a long time. I was just wondering if this specific activity was different. Like is there a specific name for this specific and particular activity of being "squashed" or "crushed" under his body weight.

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