We have been dating for 7 months. I never really tell her about this weird side of me...Our relationship is going really well too. We always talk things out together no matter what it is. To her, honesty is the most important thing in a relationship, and I had never hidden anything from her beside this foot thing.. However, our sex is very good as well, we are up for trying new things, role play and that... but I still can't open up to her. This is like my dark secret.. in fact I have never told anyone else..cos I dun feel comfortable enough. To be honest, I know I'm weird to get turn on by watching her feet and giving her foot massage, but I guess this is just what I like. There is always this awkward scenario in my head which plays automatically as soon as I think about telling her about it... it goes like this... (During a foot massage for her) Me: 'do you like it baby?' Her:' yes, it's good.' (then I slowly work closely towards her foot) Me: 'do you want to feel better?' Her:'ha ok.'Me:'I want to suck your toes and kiss your whole foot.' Her:'um..ha.. I dun think it's a good idea and it's a bit weird?.' (awkward silence.. then we have sex, and forget about it....) It just seems so hard to tell her such thing... I just want to tell her that I really love her feet and really want to worship them..but I just can't. I love her very much.. I really want to open up to her fully, even my deep secret...I want to be able to enjoy this with her. Can you guys give me some possible way to make it less weird??
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