Resolved Question: I really love a straight boy and I can't get him out of my head!?

[feedcrawler]

Sorry about my explaining, I'm not good at explaining...I am a 15 year old boy and lately I have accepted the fact that I am gay but I am not comfortable with my family knowing (some of my friends know) I also have a foot fetish, and the kid I love has extremely nice feet... Anyway, the kid I love is a friend but not a close friend, he's 13 and accepts that i'm gay but he has a girlfriend. He sometimes lets me massage his feet and I am truly grateful for that. Lately I have been thinking about him 24/7 and my feelings for him are getting stronger and stronger and I am finding it hard to cope without him. I always miss him and when we're with each other all I want to do is hug him and kiss him but I manage not to as hard as it is. I really can't cope with these feelings and I wish he'd love me back but he wont. What shall I do?? :/

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