Open Question: please someone help me! what's wrong with me?

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this is really weird...don't read if you don't like really weird relationship stuffok...so first thing, i'm gay. 2nd thing, since sixth grade, i've developed like 5 different strange fetishes.in sixth grade, my best friend used to always ask me for massages all over his body......(i'm gay and that's wen i found out). he was kinda fat, and since then, i've been attracted to guys with fat bodiesin 7th-9th grade, my best friend's (who i developed a crush on, and obsessed over) feet rly started to turn me on....and like i obsessed over them. and since then, i've developed a major foot fetish. also about that, i used to want to talk to this guy ALL THE TIME, and wuld often get pisd wen we ***** talk, which often led to fights..and led to him not bein my friend anymore.now this year, my 10th grade year, after finding it almost impossible to get a glance at my new best friend's (beautiful) toes, i've now become attracted to his fingernails. he bites his nails severely, and since i saw them, i've been trying to bite my nails and make them look like his (if you look at my questions, you'll see i've tried to find out how by asking the same thign like 10 times). i obsess over this kid the same way i did for my old best friend, always wanting to talk to him...and since this is becoming a pattern, i'm afraid it might take over my life...and i don't know what to doi've brought up like 3 different problems with me...PLEASE try to help me with at least twoTHANK YOU SO MUCH!!also, i would rly love someone to tlak to that i'll probably never meet in real life...just like pen pals about this problem...itd b cool if u emailed me via my Answers profile...itd be rly nice to know someone cares.THANKS

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