Often I allow my subconscious do its own thing. I don't particularly pick out flaws in women, but my subconscious mind seems rather... sophisticated. My first girlfriend was very fit and athletic, but the ones thereafter weren't, except for a few. People kept telling me I seem to be going out with very different people. I realised that was true, first an athletic one, then an educated snob, and then a punk anarchist etc. (seriously, all true.) and after that 6 others who were/are also very different. However it came to me one day, that I realised most of them had very similar things, they all had small feet not that I have a foot fetish. My brain is just really observant and has vivid memory for things. I don't think I'm doing consciously though, it's my annoying "sophisticated" brain. Then I read this article,
http://www.newscientist.com/article/...mall-feet.html This too,
http://www.beautifulproportion.com/2...mans-body.html Now I realised all along that I've been choosing women for their proportions more than what we share in common. (But, I can get along with anyone so I wouldn't really consider myself a hypocrite.) It's like my mind has made all these calculations of its own and decided for me who I should or shouldn't like. Recently, there's this girl whom many guys have had their eyes on, but when I look at her... Yes, she has a beautiful face, alright boobs and butt, but her knees aren't proportionate to the entire body. I was actually talking to her face to face and my brain seems to constantly pick out the flaw in her disproportionate, non-g0lden-ratio knee. Kind of annoying really. Even when I'm watching porn, I seem to have standards as well. If she's nowhere near being proportionate, then I'm not aroused. I mean most guys probably just couldn't care less. Neither could I, but my brain seems to have a life of its own. How can I make it stop pointing out these small little flaws? It's not me, it's my brain!
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